Good luck!

Good luck to my best frenz...

all the best!!!

=DDD

CHAH JIEN SHEN!!!!!!!!!!

GOGOGOGO!!!

Im down when u are sad.

=(

17 Nov 09

Early in the morning,

I open up my eyes, I smile...

It had been awhile...

The joyful that can be felt deep inside the heart...

The illusion of you flashing back to me...

A sight of turning back from your back...

you smile.

The words that you used to speak...

Every single one touched my heart...

remind me back how lucky I used to be...

Its nice to have you around,

ever its just a dream.

Help anyone?

People...I am thinking of closing this blog and relocate my blog to another site.

Anyone that good in webpage design willing to help!?!?!??!

T_________T

much appreciated.

thanks~

Awesome work.

Really a unexpected awesome i got..=)

nice and cool evironment,

warm and friendly people around,

free food and fruit supply,

5 days work....

AWESOME I would say.....! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

This is a post that special dedicate for u,

Yeap! Its u...

My dearest lecturer!

Mr. Chong Sern!!!!

Happy birthday!!! If im not wrong someone is going to be 30 liao oh...=P hahahaha.....

Just realize that my phone dun have any of ur pics...which make me cant post any of ur pic up here...haha...paiseh and sorry ya...

Time really fly...1 year had just gone again...thx for the time that u lecture us and teaching us...really was our best time....

Here are some photo to prove how enjoyable ur student......xD

love that couldn't get.

seeing my cousin bump into their parent's hug...

i know...

It's something that i nvr get...

love that couldn't get...

lack of love?

lmao.

放弃

我已在放弃...

放弃不该拥有的一切...

迈向回自己的路...

是时候狠下心来了...

再见了,

柔情似水的情感...

Thx everyone.

So so so sorry to everyone....

I really very appreciate to all the wishes...

sorry if i didn't pick up ur call and nvr reply u msg.

My phone is out of credit and im working at night. =(

So so so damn sorry to everyone....

and once again...

THANKS!

I LOVE U ALL!

MUACKSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Love?

Love love love...

something that can make u feel really happy.....

Or...

Something that can make u feel really unhappy...

Emotional.

Good luck to all my friends and myself for finding/loving their love one.

Thanks for the reminding. =.=

Someone just remind me back of my unhappy momment again.

Heart afflicted by the pain..

I hate these feelings...

I am thinking too much i guess....

Need a break.....

Who is there to give me one?

发现最近越来越难控制自己的情绪了。

what they care,

is themself.

Struggle in the between line.

I am confuse.

I am lost once again.

Choose whos the right,

or the wrong.

Hesitating with the worthless love.

Look into myself again,

am I still who am I?

Appreciate?

I do not want a pay back...

but at least a appreciation?

yea....put all the blame on me....watever shit la.....ZzZzzzZzzzz

=)

1. Name

2. When and how did we meet?

3. How long have you known me?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

6. Describe me in one word.

7. First impression of me.

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. If you and I were stranded on an island alone, how would you feel?

12. When's the last time you saw me?

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

14. What is my best attribute?

15. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you

Is this what i wan?

Am I really doing something that i am suppose to do?

Am I really treating myself that I am suppose to treat?

Am I doing the things that I want?

Is this what i want?

Move on...

You need to learn to move on...

Nothing can last long...

So do not put on too much feelings on anything...

There's where u can find happest from...

okay...juz some random post...thx for reading...

A random meet up?

I saw qian at subway while having my brunch with ting, yan and rick in T.C.M today....

Really duno how to describe the feeling....

hmm....

so unexpected...

so shocked...

so excited...

so happy....

its nice to c u....qian... =)

See...another post dedicate just for u. =)

Hehe....

Wheeeeee~

flash back?

Had given a explore in all the previous cd085-3 people's blog. Realizing that how much we all had grown. So much more older. =.= TOA really make ppl stress i guess.....no more fresh look ad. =(

Haihz...

What did i do oh? Angry me buat apa? I already did my best liao lor.

HAIHZ....!

things change, people change.

Never Ever.

I wouldn't never ever sing my self " I never have a dream come true"

To the ppl who know wat it means. =) smile with me plz...

To the ppl who don't.. ignore this plz... =)

Awesome night 18/8/2009. Happy Birthday Edwin!

Aue Wheeeee Some Night i ever had!!! =D get myself laugh non stop since 6 something to the midnight...=D laugh till face also "ngang kek kek" ad.

To lazy to state out the detail now. Mayb will do it some other times. Btw, thx edwin for belanja us the dinner. =)

H1N1

Is this h1n1?

FUCK IT!

Something to announce here.

1st thing is....I QUIT MY JOB!!! =D

2nd thing is... I AM GOING TO ICE SKATE NOW!!!! =D

k. bye peeps. =)

8/8/09

Wake up in the morning at around 9am, realize that i am ad late for work. quickly get myself ready and rush to kajang mcd site.

while on the way there, there was a super bike behind my car. At the speed of 160km/h I though that he couldnt stay long behind me. I saw flash light. He overtake me. With the loud and cool engine sound. I was shocked and excited. Its the 1st time a motor overtake me with my top speed in highway.

Finish work at 1 something. Meet up with mum and had some talk with her. Back "home" and saw janson waiting outside the house for his friends. Not after awhile they went to ou to catch a movie. Read some novel and chat in msn for a while b4 i get my self a good rest.

Night. Went out with secondary classmate. Suppose to be a gathering of merbau. But seem not like it. Only 4 merbau people went.

Waited for ru to get ready or something. Call never pick up, msg no reply. Receive a msg frm her after some time. She is going there by herself. Quickly rush myself to sunway coz im late.

Meet up Esther, MayLing, Wei ru, Vincent at sunway steamboat place. Had our dinner there and chit chat there.

After steamboat, went and pick up mei linn, kar leong, kai ying and ciel. Hang out awhile at station 1 and ciel had his dinner there. (sry ciel, didnt know u are hungry.) Fetch ciel back and went to Amp for sing k section.

4.30
back "home". Home sweet home.

dream.

stupid dream.

i started to hate dream nowadays.

especially when the time that dream come true.

2/8/09

thx Alan for driving me to genting.

thx janson for accompany me to genting.

thx li theng for lending me her shoulder to sleep.

半醒半醉日复日，花落花开年复年。但愿老死花酒间，不愿鞠躬车马前.

miss the old days...

i miss the days in cd 085-3.

The hawk is back and gone...

Should hav write this post last week...

Saw nighthawk in pro-x...

Really surprise me...

Its really nice to c u again hawk...

=)

I miss the old days...

can't play badminton anymore...

zzzzzz

random post.

I actually walk through it...

I am much more stronger than i thought...

like people had said...the pain that cant kill u make u grow stronger...

although I dun wan to do so...

Wondering...

Is my heart still made of flesh?

Or its already become a stone?

What else thing still can make me feel the pain?

I had used to being hurt...

I had used to being alone...

I had used to locking up my heart...

people who had the key...

please...

stop hurting me.

Thanks.

Overtake more than 50 cars today.

Maybe qian was right...

I been putting too much burden on my own..

Yea...im not god...i am juz a normal human being like everyone else do...

Thx qian...

A thank you post...

Here is a post that i wanted to say thank to all the friends around me who supported me...

Really thanks alot...
U all know who u are...

Special Thanks to,

@Chia Ming: Bro...really not much to say about u...coz u know what i wanna say in my heart...=) each time i fall and u were there for me to pull me up...thx alot man..=)

@Ru: Words cant describe my feelings towards u...really...thanks for asking me out for a good talk...i know is very hard for a person like u to ask ppl out. I appreciate it. =) love ya always...

@Qian: Sorry qian...made u worried...and couldn't tell u wats going on on me...i know u will always be on my side...and u know i will always b on ur side too...=) thx qian...

@Chong Sern: Thx for the long long call...it really help me alot...and calm down my emotional alot....thx sir...=)

@Ting: Ting...i know i made u all worried...thx for giving out the caring and love...i really appreciate it...thx alot...

@Yan: Yan...i can see that u are worried too...is kinda hard to see worry frm u actually...thx for the worry and caring...

@CheeYong: Thx for the counselling...=)

@Janson: Last one is u bro...i know i made u worried..and u do not know wat to do to cheer me up...but i can c u trying...thx alot bro...=)

@Everyone which by my side: Thx for everything...i appreciate every single caring and love from u all...and sorry for making u all worried...I am now totally OK! =D THX EVERYONE..!!! HONWAI IS BACKKKK!!!!!!

p/s

風的季節(Soler) and My Life Would Suck Without You (Nick Pitera duet with AHMIR) for accompany me during these days...

Better?

Getting back the strength to put on my mask...

我哭了...

Permentenly Closed

Hi to all my dear readers..

gonna anounce here that this blog is closed...

Permentenly Closed

Fallen of a star...

Micheal jackson is dead...coz of heart attack....i am shocked...a big star had fallen again...bye bye...rest in peace...

I AM BACK!

I am back I am back..!!! 我回來了！！！

吴瀚威啊。。吴瀚威啊。。。秃废了这么久的时间是时候该站回起来了吧？

我受不了任何的打击了。。。

请不要再给我任何的人生磨练了。。。

我会崩溃。。。

How I wish I could continue with my dream...

I am not the one who want to give up my dream..

我不是个半途而废的人。。。

看着在旁的朋友逐渐展翅高飞。。

而自己却只能将那梦想中的翅膀收起。。。

凝望着天空，看着别人傲翔。。

这种滋味有谁能懂？

面对人们的责问只能淡然一笑。。。

这一笑的背后的辛酸有谁会懂？

我累了。。

这一路走来到底为了什么？

辛辛苦苦的坚持着又为了什么？

冷血？

最痛的痛不是眼泪一滴一滴的掉下来。。。

而是心中明明在滴血可是脸上还是带着浅浅的一笑。。。

我的心已不再滴血。。。

然而。。

却没有任何人肯为我清洗那流满鲜血的心。。。

我已习惯。。

习惯呼吸着这充满鲜血的味道。。。

但。。

我还在渴望。。。

渴望着谁的出现？

Announcement!

Goh Hon Wai 

19 years old

Male

Malaysian

is DEAD!

A night with the GODs

Went and find Zhiling for the helps on my cali final assignment today..=) HeHe...thx zhi ling~~ =D Thought of finish up the illus file wan but then seem like looking at the references had already took up my whole day. =.= Headed back to my house around 6 and took some rest.

Go to circle at 10pm. Meet up Zhi Ling and started to do my sketch. Xiao Qing and Edmond showed up after awhile, finally get to meet up the legendary god. =.= realised that the 神中之神 also a lamer...=.= really kinda suprise, tot he will b a serious guy 1...xiao qing also the same both keep laming there...haha...nice to meet u all.=D

Go back home at around 1am something, really thx alot to all the GODs- Zhiling, XiaoQing, Edmond =) 

AND, I am now SICK! =) very dizzy arr....

03/04/08

Today headed to newway with Janson, Yeerick, Wei Ling, Esther, Shu Wen, Kah Yan, Minn and Po. Seriously very OMG...my voice cant really sing well ad...Haihz...i mean..memang cannot sing well 1 la..xD but then this time my voice keep on 爆音...=.= Sorry ah my frenz...xD hahaha...你们有耳福了。。=D 

Went and watch "confession of a shopaholic" with jan,yr, wl, esther, wen after the sing k section. The movie is not bad..kinda funny in some place...=) After the movie send everyone home except for shu wen..coz she too highclass ad..dun wanna sit on my car. =D

Go to blitzone at night with Janson, Yeerick, Alric, William and his frenz. Meet up some of my old cc frenz - Nyang, Hanson, Mohan, Fai..etc etc....really kinda long nvr c they all ad..=) After awhile, Marn Joon and Wei Chuan shown up...woohooo...freaking long nvr see them ad. Which compare to lasttime almost seeing them everyday 1... Haha...ppl change, things changed....=) Played till 3am something and go to janson house and sleep. =)

Conclusion....I WAN MY VOICE BACK!!!! Arggghhh....!!!

Sunway lagoon day.

Yesterday went out with the kongkam members to the sunway lagoon. Giv a call to Ryan around 11am something. He told me that he is still sleeping...=.= No choice but I hav to wake u up from ur sweet sweet dream...sry la...=) 

Reached his house around 11.45am then only i saw my phone- I really dun wanna go la, dun wanna go..dun need to fetch me.. -Ryan Fong. NAH..! Too bad, ur maid ad go up and wake u up. xD HAhaha....After few more mins, Ryan had prepared and we headed str8 to sunway.

Went and pick up Ciel on the way. Park my car at pyramid and 3 of us go and find Elaine. While we are walking in the parking area to the shopping area...DUM DUM!!! Something happened..my slipper ROSAK liao...=.= so I barefoot and hav my "spirit walk" in sunway pyramid... LOL...lucky nvr kena zap by the escalator. xP Brought myself a new pair of shoe and meet up elaine and zhi ling. All of us belum makan except for zhi ling, so we all decided to hav our lunch at McD.

And finally after the meal, TATA~ We are going to lagoon!!! =D

Okay, I am gonna let the pics tell..but...I dun hav the pics...xD So...wait till next time la =)

久违了。。

久违了这熟悉的感觉。。。

那股一阵阵的抽痛。。。

那熟悉的痛楚。。。

我们又相会了。。。

优游寡断的我就是这样。。。

好想就此消失在空气中。。。

我真的还能支撑住吗？

悄悄的我走了 

正如我悄悄的来 

我挥一挥衣袖 

不带走一片云彩

如此的潇洒。。。

如此的洒脱。。。

久违了。。这样复杂的触感。。。

久违了。。

REJECTED

UR REQUEST HAD BEEN REJECTED.

Seeing Kelvin's blog can really turn my mood into emo. I dun know why...maybe is because the way that he see love is much alike as the way that i see? 

Bro...take care...

What friends should do...

Halau u out from their house.

FFK u billion times.

Always let u wait coz they are always late.

Go hang out without u.

Go movie without u.

无事不登三宝殿, 有事才找你。

U find them come out, they dun wanna come out, u dun find them come out, they dun find u come out...

Got any problems, u support them... U got any problem.. who else is there?

U need to come out even if u are in the middle of 5v5 match when they call, when u rush out, there is no one there.

U dun see them, they are fine. They dun c u, u are dead.

They need ur pendrive, u lend them. U need back ur pendrive, they throw u back or should i call it SLAM it back?

SPECIAL THANKS: I lost my pendrive now...really thank you so much...

U cant angry, coz only they can.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS..!!!

=)

Am I being too emotional these days or what? I think I really need to control back my anger...

烦！

烦！！

烦！！！

烦！！！！


烦！！！！！


烦！！！！！！

Failed...

This time I had failed..

Failed to keep the promise..

Is hard for me to figure out..

Whats the right or the wrong path to go on with...

I am lost..

with myself...

Should I?

Or Shouldn't I?

Tears rolling, heart beating, I am still alive...

different between I love u and 我爱你..

I love u mainly used in western country, people use I love u to any of their love one - Friends, family, lovers...Just to express out the love. Widely used...

我爱你 mainly used in eastern country, people use it to the one that they really mean to 爱... Really serious 爱... Normally a loyal person who really understand the words wouldn't have said 我爱你 to more than 10 person in their life...

Thats the different..I love u used frequently but 我爱你 used barely. 1 of the reason is because Asian are shy...wouldn't dare to express out the feeling to someone that they don't really trust or know....

I love u

I said I LOVE U

Not 我爱你...

notice the different...

ARRRGHHHH......

我受够了。。。

Sportdays!!! =D

nowadays barely really go and play any kind of sport...

So...i decided to have a little "exercise" on these 2 days...

went and hav a basketball game with frenz lastnight...

went jogging this early morning, go for another basketball game with another branch of frenz...

meet a new frenz in the court "chi wei". He said he seen me b4...~.~ I didn't know i still got my fame... xD hahahaha...."u look so familiar, played in blitzone 1 right??" I replied " Ya, G...haha.." OOWWHHHHH...!!! G...!!! Hahaha...=D hualala~~~


BACK IN DOTA NOW! =)

Confused...

GOD...!

I am really confused...

Really really confused this time...

Anyone know what am i talking about...?

I don't think so...

I...

AM...

CONFUSE...

Tired of thinking...

But...

Still need to think...

At least...

Must know the answer...

Somewhere...

Somehow...

Skills?

I do not know why...but seem like lots of my skills are dropping...

Jz had a dota 5v5 match,

It had been awhile since the last friendly match i had...

I lose...2 times....

I duno why...

Dota, Cs everything is dropping...

Used to be in the top...

But now...

How does it feel?

Bad?

Nah...let it be la...

珍惜？

在这几天里。。或在这星期里。。。

整天只是喝水，毫无米饭进肚。。。

这种滋味对于一个像我如此大吃的人来说。。简直就是人间地狱。

不禁开始怀念起之前开开心心吃东西的日子。。

常说人要懂的珍惜。。才不会后悔。。。

然而，我珍惜了。。但也后悔了。。。。

Real name → Goh Hon Wai
Nickname(s)→ G, HonHon, Honkie?, Ah Wai, Wai zai and etc...
Zodiac sign → Virgo.
Male or female → Male.
Elementary → SJK(C)FoonYew(2)
Middle School → Chong Hwa Independent High School.
High School → SMK Damansara Utama.
College School → The One Academy.
Hair color → Black dye into brown.
Long or short → Short?
Loud or Quiet → Loud
Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
Phone or Camera → Phone.
Health freak → Depend.
Drink or Smoke? → Drink.
Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes, of cause, but not now.
Eat or Drink → Both.
Piercings → None.
Tattoos → None.

FIRST:
First piercing →Takda lor...
First best friend → Err..my memory is not that good.
First award → award as in medal? Err..some martial art competition.
First crush → someone in my primary school. name? forgot.
First pet → Dog
First big vacation → Singapore? Counted big enough? Canada?
First big birthday → Hmmm...18!!! DUH~~ Thx for all the ppl that give me my phone! =D LOVE U GUYS! =D


CURRENTLY:
Eating → Cant eat anything.
Drinking → Water.
I'm about to → Go to clinic.
Listening to → Nothing.
Plans for today → See my dentist.
Waiting for → Money to drop down from the sky.


FUTURE:
Want kids?→ Depends
Want to get married? → Depends.
Careers in mind → DUHH~~?? Digital Animator la?


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
Lips or eyes → Eyes?
Shorter or taller? → Short la..I so tall meh?
Romantic or spontaneous → Romantaneous/Sponmantic073.
Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
Sensitive or loud→ Dunno
Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant → Dunno.


HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts → No, I don't wear one. Yet.
Ran away from home → Ya.
Held a gun/knife for self defense → No.
Killed somebody → No. Duh? If I killed somebody I am still gonna be here and blog all this nonsense?
Broken someone's heart → Ya.
Been arrested → No =________=
Cried when someone died → A little.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Depends..Not really.
Miracles → Not too much.
Love at first sight → Nope. Not at all.
Heaven → Nope.
Santa Claus → Nope.
Tooth Fairy→ Nope.
Kiss on the first date→ Hmm...depend?


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. I suppose?
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Ermm..Not really. Happy with my friends not my life.
Do you believe in God → Not really.
Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. I am not stupid. =________= I will tag whoever wanna play this. =D Hav Fun.

FUCKING PISSED OFF

FUCKING PISSED OFF...THIS IS THE FUCKING PISSED OFF DAY OF MY LIFE...WAT DA FUCK?!?!!? Do what shit also cannot make it 1...FUCK THIS LA..

10 ulcers in the mouth...
Cant eat any SHIT!
Whole day juz stay in the fucking house...
Wanted to go out, no one is available..
Wanna play games, Cs hang kei, O2jam Dc..
Wanna read comic, Website link broken..

WAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

random day. 04/03/2009

a day that im suppose to go sunway for some reason.

reason 1: Go watch Elaine's drama class final presentation. *since she is the only one who invited me*

reason 2: Watch Benjamin Button


Went there around 12pm, that the final presentation had ad over and i didn't know it. Then movie canceled liao, coz ada org busy sangat.

Then...wats the point that I come sunway??? I also duno....LOLx...

Kar Leong teman me till 1pm then he got class ad...then my own self go walk here walk there in pyramid. Then I msg ru, ask her wanna catch a movie with me anot. Then she replied c how 1st..still got class. Then I wait wait wait...ok la 9成9 wont go ad 1 la..

So...I look at the iceskate ring..."WOOOOI..so empty wor..." DaDahhhh....!!! Skate alone lor..nothing 1 ma...xD Master cross leg ad this time...finally...after so long...wakakakaka...! And then while I'm skating, kena lansi by 1 pro... bang me ad then ask me wanna follow the move anot? =.= I know u PRO laaa.. dun need to kacau all the noob 1 right? KNS...! Rejected his "request". Skate for 2 hours plus plus only...PK 1 time. T_____T


Then at night, Vincent ask for yum cha. Sound ok to me, since I only can yum cannot eat now. And the place to yum cha is....Mc D. =_______________= so random...Go and fetch Sau Hwa and head to center point Mc D. After awhile Vincent, Janson, Alric, Woon Kee had finally arrived. Chit-chat awhile...some accident happened. After the yum cha section, went to blitzone. Janson wanna go home so vincent send him back.

Reached blitzone, saw the ice skate ppl inside there also. =_________= OMG betul...so ngam 1...LOLx... Then dota dota dota cs cs cs then the end of the story. Thx for reading..=)

Interesting day...

As the plan go on, we succeed our plan this time. A road trip. =) Few weeks ago, Ting and Ru decided to have a trip back to Ru's hometown - Rasa( somewhere near Rawang )to taste the wan tan mee there. So, Ru, Ting, Yan , Janson and me are included in the trip this time. Wake up at around 7.30am and get myself prepare, few mins later ting's car reached outside of my gate ad. And here goes the ROAD TRIP! Let the pictures tell now....=)


DUM DUM DUM DUM~~~ Here goes the driver...! TING TING TING TING~~~ =D




Yan and Ting duno doing wat...~.~




The super camhore.. 黄薇如小姐...!!!




童年的回忆 - 冰棒。。。！ Me and Janson




Me and Ru...=)




The waterfall!!! =D after a long long climb up and down the mountain... Is worth it..




And there goes the road trip..went back home and get myself ready for the dentist appointment. Ya..dentist!!! I am gonna pull out my teeth, 2 of it! and get my teeth with braces..HOLYMOLYMAMACOW...!!! You wouldn't know how suffering is it. I had lost my 人生唯一乐趣...I can't even eat!!! Arrghhh.... after putting up the braces went straight away to Mentari to find Kar Leong.. IS CIEL B'DAY!!! Ho Ho..! Happy Birthday Ciel..!! 生日快乐， 国勇。。！！！ =D

Few pics that taken after the movie - 性福万岁


Snap 1 - Kar Leong, Me, Ciel-the b'day boy, Mei Linn, Zhi Ling




Snap 2 - same ppl with same position inside sunway's lift.



Headed to Ming Tien due to the request of Mai Lan 小姐..


A group picture that without the cameraman - Miss Chan! =D
p/s: thx for taking the pic for us mei linn~~~ =)

fabulous dinner 24/02/09

It was quite a boring day, not much stuff to do while just stone in front of the computer. Janson had the same feeling after he came back from his exam also. So, we decided to hang over at my house and think of some activity to go for. * I guess the activity that we both think of is playing computer game. =______= * Around 5 something Alric come over to my house. And now it will be 3 of us stoning together because 3 of us also broke. Thinking of what can we really do when we are broke. Went online and search - What to do when you are free? And...at the end we decided to cook our dinner ourself, with a cheap cost. Went and called all the friends but seem like no one like my cooking I guess.. Went out and buy all the needed ingredients. Finally.. cooking time..! and these are the result..! =)



carbonara spaghetti with some well fry chicken



special made patato & egg salad




TaTa...!!! This is what I had..=) *ignore those chicken pictures*




*from the left to the right, Janson, Alric, Me!*


p/s: Special thanks to Alric and Janson for making me so stress while cooking, destroying my kitchen and all the helps...=D

再一次的离别

一个人可能会有很多朋友

但是真正的知己却是很少

知己是能够在心灵上相通

能够互相了解对方

真正的知己不一定能整天相互厮守的人

他们可能相隔遥远

也许会近在咫尺

他们能互相读懂对方的每一个眼神

能明白对方每句话的含义

他们无须花言巧语

也无须朝夕相处

他们不在乎对方的相貌

也不在乎对方的贫陋

他们无须刻意隐瞒自己

他们能容纳对方的所有瑕疵

他们肯为对方两肋插刀

能为对方舍弃所有

当你遇到挫折时

他会为你送去温馨的话语

知己就是彼此的牵肠挂肚

知己就是彼此的心领神会

人生得一知己足矣

而你就是那个知己...




一年后再见吧...好知己...=)

Thanks...

A person that I would really like to thanks for...

Aunty Amy....thanks...!

thanks for all the support..

thanks for letting me know there will b someone in the family who is willing to giv me support...

I really appreciate it...

Is nice to talk with u...always so nice...u warm my heart...=)

Love u always....

1st thing that i need to blog is...

I wan free hugs!!!

Anyone wanna giv me ma?

I need free hugsssss..........!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........!!!!!!!!!

*insane mode on*

ALOT OF THINGS TO BLOG!

I got freaking alot of things need to blog out...but then damn shit lazy now...and no time...WTHBBQQQQQ!!! ZOMG...

Drunk...

I am drunk...=D

P.D road trip

Right after Valentine's Day, which is the 15th, I went on a road trip with Chia Ming, Jansan and Kah Yan.

Port Dickson Road Trip 2009!

I slept over at Chia Ming's house on Valentine's night.

"We're going on a picnic!", he said. (Is was my idea but seem like no one is interested on it and i expected it would be canceled. )

"HonWai, do u wanna wake up? I think ur frenz is outside the house now.". Said by chia ming's mum ( special thx to chia ming and janson for not waking me up and let me stone there stun there....==)

Get myself into the kitchen and saw Janson is busying with the sandwich thingy..got myself into the help.

Anyway, at this point Kah Yan reached his gate. Chia ming went to her car and told her that we're still preparing the sandwiches. She refused to get off her vehicle and demanded that we finish up quick. So Chia ming came back with a disappointed face, "Kah Yan emo wor..." while he did that "I dunno" shrug.

Chia ming heard the gate. "Kah Yan's coming in! Lol.", so he thought. And as the muse he is, he began to sing an impromptu, "I'm going on a road trip! We're having a picnic! With people I like! With my best friends! With KAH YAN, Hon Wai and Janson~~ Oh yeah! Picnic!"...

After a few verses, I heard his dad's voice, "Hey, it's your dad lah... Lololololol! Picnic! With my best friends! LOLOLOL! Funny shit."

A few moments later...

Kah Yan came in after all, I guess she got fed up with waiting in the car. "Hey, sing it now! Sing it again!", Janson mockingly told Chia ming. Then he went with his tune.

After more moments...

We're in Port Dickson!!! HELL YEAH!

We ate egg sandwiches, strolled along the beach, caught and released mini sand crabs, claimed a shipwreck (Ha. Ha.), watched the sun set, enjoyed the sea breeze and stuff...here are some of the pictures..



















Things and place are still the same..but this time..with diff ppl...

silly...

Did something that really silly today..

I went and search for ur name in google search bar...

trying to get the contact back between us...

Flipping all the old books..

trying to find the connection between both of us...

searching the names of our friends..

I failed...

I had lost u...

But not all...

At least I still can have u in my dream...

How pathetic?

Having a dream...a dream that can send people back into years...

I feel the warm...

Its nice to see you again...

I really miss you...

Accident...

2 a.m fetch kah yan back..

alot of road blocked ad...

saw a proton saga infront of me..

suddenly stop infront of me..

I brake..

my car still moving infront..

was about to stop..

the proton saga drive toward me..

BANG..

2 indians smiling..

proton saga dissapear..

I still remember his car num..

I miss my car..

开心的感觉。。。

一种很窝心的感觉。。

无端端的在浅笑。。

我并非痴了。。

我只是为身边的朋友感到开心。。。

我好像发现到些秘密了哦。。。 =D

祝福所有在我身边的情侣们。。

幸福，快乐，和睦，珍惜眼前人哦。。。

元宵节快乐。。。!

valentine?

Yea..is this time again..元宵节...people that used to celebrate with their loved one..

And me..same as usual..single..I cant even have someone to lay my love on in these days..dun dare to put my trust of love to anyone...and the one that I dare put on my trust are the people that I cant love...how pathetic...

Feelings have become more and more complicated, where should I put my love into? People said..when the time is right then u will know what to do..but I dun even dare to put the love into anyone..trying my best to pull myself out from falling into love..is this a right choice? I don't know...

世界上最近的距离，
不是心与心的共颤，
而是明明知道不可执汝之手，
却每每精心修饰，
等待着给予温暖的那刻。

然而，等待着给予温暖的那刻何时会到呢？心与心的共颤又否能维持到那个时候呢？Just like i have said..I cant give out my love without any expectation.. At least..I need the appreciation as the repay...

People around me started to "concern" about my love..question that keep coming in and out..I am sick of it..really sick of it..How don't I wish to have one of my perfect half if I can have one.."酱大了还没有拍拖？" 我样衰lor..可以没有？

我越来越乱了。。好怀念以往有你在的日子。。。至少我可以全心全意的爱着一个人。。。

多么的可悲。。。

I know i know...my blog is really dead these days..so i guess is time to make it alive again...=)


First of all..i would like to talk about my 回乡记.

As most of u had known..My hometown is in Ipoh - Kampar Jaya.. where U Tar is located.. The food there is super cheap... around 2.50 u can get a big plate of wantan mee..=D the best thing that i enjoy in my hometown..

Going back there dun really seem to b fun..kinda bored if really wanna say about it..the feeling of Cny is gone..so quite..but still..we cant miss our CNY gambling section..=)

This year i can say is quite a lucky year for a person like me..coz i dun really win money during the gambling section most of the time..and this year!! I WON!!! Hu hu...!

Here are some of the pictures that i got from my hometown..


Took a snap on the game we called "in between" and the pool goes up until 1k..Pheww~~ Stress...! Haha..


Moo Moo year and the Moo Moo is blocking my way frm going back to my house...=D




Some pictures of my 3 little cute cousins.. =D they are presenting their lion dance to us.. =D

I guess i will stop here...=D

I am scared...

all alone in the darkness..

Changing in period to period?

Well..as everyone know..CNY is near..very very near...

remind me of wats in my mind while i was juz a kid..I looking forward on CNY.. The feeling of going back hometown..gathering with the cousins..get ang pao..

After period to period...the feeling started to fade...no more excitement...and this year..i totally hate it..i hate the feeling of going back...or juz mayb something not really that happy happened on the previous CNY..

I would say..the worst time in my life? But who cares, at least I changed and learned.. In this week, I had gone for my 1st shopping with my frenz - Kar Leong, Mei Linn..thx for the accompany. Dye my 1st time hair..

Ya..ME! HONWAI! GO SHOPPING!!! AND DYE MY HAIR! Unbelievable..? believe it...=)

Hav been kind ENJOY these days..=) No more figure, no more design.. basically dun hav anything except letterform study..

Went to ice skate 2 times in a week..really hav alot of fun there..but also super tired..haha..learn some new move in the 2nd round of the skating.. The feeling is juz so great..sharing the skills and moves that u know with the others..exchanging it with the others...=)Went to sing k with ex-classmate..KONGKAM们. Haha..enjoy alot!! =D


Few things that I want to improve during this stoning sem..
-drawing skill
-design skill
-cooking skill
-skating skill
-singing skill
-cs skill

Anyone thats good at all these skills please teach me! =D

Thx..and chow~~

怀念的感觉

这种怀念的感觉，

qian..应该是你启动了这感觉吧。。

我又开始怀念了。。

怀念一些已回不来的东西。。

前几天终于看到你上线了。。从webcam中看到了你。。一股喜悦感不受控制的从内心奔流至全身。。

真的好开心噢。。

好久好久没看到你了。。

好怀念那一起分享心事的日子。。

好怀念那一起通电话的日子。。

我好怀念好多东西啊！！！

怀念中华。。怀念她。。怀念那班死党。。怀念童军。。怀念那无忧无虑的生活。。怀念被人爱着的感觉..怀念爱着人的感觉..怀念逃学的日子..怀念跟ming寝夜畅谈..怀念喜欢着瑜的感觉..怀念在cd085-3 的感觉..

怀念一切想怀念的怀念....

一生

0 歲出場， 10 歲快樂成長； 20 為情彷徨； 30
基本定向； 40 拼命打闖； 50 回頭望望；
60 告老還鄉； 70 搓搓麻將； 80 曬曬太陽；90
躺在床上； 100 掛在牆上 ...

生的偉大，死得淒涼！
*能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩，能擁抱的時候，請別只是手牽手，能在一起的時候，請別輕易分開！*

一個中心：一切以健康為中心。

兩個基本點：遇事瀟灑一點，看事糊塗一點。

三忘記：忘記年齡，忘記過去，忘記恩怨。

四擁有：無論你有多弱或多強，一定要擁有真正愛你的人，擁有知心朋友，擁有向上
的事業，擁有溫暖的住所。

五要：要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗條。

六不能：不能餓了才吃，不能渴了才喝,
不能睏了才睡，不能累了才歇，不能病了才檢查，不能老了再後悔 !

抓抓？

看过一班整20岁的人在playground上玩抓抓吗？

我懒的用华语写了。。很久阿。。。

Whole group of people was playing catching in the playground...in the late night? or early morning? 1am? in the playground? playing catching? almost 20 years old ad? Errr...this sound kinda weird...Hahaha...But who care...IS FUN!!! =D

Everseen the last time that I played catching...it had been duno for how man years...IS FUN IS FUN!!! =D let's play it again next time...Haha...

Feeling kinda sick when I am drinking the beers yesterday..那难以下喉的感觉...I think I had brink too much water? Or...I got something wrong ad? LOL...!!! Dun care la...La la la...!!!!

Change?

Change? 

Did I?

I guess so...

People do change dont they?

Just that I change abit more than the others?

Is time to let go...

Let go what it suppose to let go...

Concern what it suppose to b concerned..

Lately

Hav been some days since my last post,

This is due to some reason...

WHICH IS......CHIA MING IS BACK!!!!

Haha...for people that duno who is that..ermm...he is my best buddy..=)  

So..nowadays was busying spending my time with him and my group of frenz...sorry ya...hehe....

I AM SO DAMN HAPPY IN THESE DAYS!!! ZOMGGGG...!!!! But still...i miss old college life...T____T haihzz...nvm...we will still c each other again....

For ur info, I am now taking 1 sub in thursday...during the whole sem....kinda fun right? lol... Finally can say that....TOA IS DAMN FREE WEIIHHHH!!! Hahaha...ok...kinda late..im going off to bed...chow..~~