tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77473896215283397522024-03-21T08:20:17.623-07:00A little thing about myselfHonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.comBlogger219125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-66680459269255342312018-04-03T09:31:00.001-07:002018-04-03T09:31:56.218-07:003/4/2018 避风港年少已逝,轻狂不再<br />
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不知不觉中又过了几年<br />
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还在挣扎于自己理性与感性的斗争中<br />
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分手了,心悸,心痛,然已不心茫。<br />
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理性在万分不愿下还是胜出了这场挣扎。<br />
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只愿妳我,展翅高飞。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-46107824237221983892013-04-16T13:40:00.000-07:002013-04-16T13:40:35.886-07:0017/4/2013 感激,爱,愧疚。贞,<br />
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感谢妳,<br />
在我徘徊于自己迷失的路途上,<br />
给与我妳无私的一切。<br />
你无法明白,<br />
那一切所含有的轻重。<br />
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爱妳,<br />
让我明白什么为之感动。<br />
让我明白什么为之幸福。<br />
让我能够放下心房的对着一个人。<br />
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愧疚妳,<br />
无法对你的爱付与对等的爱。<br />
为了那无稽的自我承诺。<br />
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<br />HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-88472614825243614812013-02-24T10:32:00.001-08:002013-02-24T10:32:12.270-08:00御下食欲渐渐的回来了,失眠也慢慢的消散着。。。<br />
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是时候开始戒烟了。<br />
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=)HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-1329620604666243762013-02-14T19:21:00.000-08:002013-02-14T19:21:08.447-08:00不一样的农历新年今年的新年过的很不一样,<br />
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转眼就已24岁了,与老爸维持了多年的0交流在今年有了改变。<br />
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两人竟一起抽烟喝酒,谈天。<br />
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虽然对于他做人的态度还是非常的不齿,<br />
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但无可否认他有他值得我去学习的地方。<br />
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年29到年初3,除了拜年就是帮帮自己的婆婆做些事。<br />
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孙都长大了,她也越来越老了。<br />
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看着她体力逐渐不支,我心疼了。<br />
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每一年的新年,每一年的大餐,每一年在餐桌上的欢笑声都是因为你的付出。<br />
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感谢你啊。明年就由我主持大局吧!<br />
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呵呵呵。。。<br />
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初3就离开了金宝,<br />
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到了泰国,看到了相似但又不同于马来西亚的文化风情。<br />
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自己那紧张的节奏也渐渐放慢了。<br />
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到了螺场,体会到了人性的自私与野蛮。<br />
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也明白到了当地人的生活环境与经济水准。<br />
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这一年的新年,不一样的农历新年。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-88773242990767751942013-02-06T06:26:00.002-08:002013-02-06T06:26:54.551-08:00爱上微电影这几天,忙里偷闲的看了几部微电影。<br />
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看着看着,脑海中渐渐浮现起过去走过的种种回忆及人生导向的道路。<br />
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或许自己就是这一种人吧,<br />
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爱感慨着生命,<br />
<br />
感慨着人生,<br />
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电影往往只会呈现出那美丽的一面,生命里头的酸,苦,辣却被隐藏了起来。<br />
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然而,自己又何尝不是呢?<br />
<br />HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-4939612227139564082013-01-27T10:20:00.001-08:002013-01-27T10:20:29.876-08:0028/1/2013 心中的你难得又有回写部落格的心情,<br />
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最近真的发生了很多事,心情也起起伏伏。<br />
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或许Zi Ning的离开对自己的打击太大了。事情已过了接近五个月,你让我上了很宝贵的课,教会了我人性的深浅也让我自己明白爱情对于自己的重要性。<br />
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教会我如何更懂得去爱一个人,然而,当你教会我时,你也已不是我所能爱的人。<br />
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但,你夺走了我爱上人的能力,至少现在的我真的无法感受会那爱着人的感觉。甚至害怕去爱。<br />
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你夺走了陪伴在我身边能与我分享点点滴滴的那个人。<br />
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你令的我几乎人格分裂,令一边的我很恨你对我做过的伤害,一边的我却还深爱着你。当时的我真的要疯了。整件事情或许还有更好的解决方法,但当时的我却没做到。<br />
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然而,从整件事情中却也看到了自己的转折点。<br />
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如今的我改变了很多,不能不说是因你而起。没有你,或许将来不会有成功的我。<br />
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虽然,没有了你的相伴这条路会走得更艰辛。然而,我相信自己是可以的。不为什么,就为了一直以来陪伴着自己身边的朋友,知己!<br />
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但,我真的好累好累。自己已几个星期没睡好觉了。有时甚至担心自己会不会死掉。呵呵!<br />
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加油吧!吴瀚威!HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-50230989298166947102013-01-11T04:04:00.001-08:002013-01-11T04:04:28.520-08:00爱,害怕-期待抱着很大的期待,<div>
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以为已结束了那等待。</div>
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一个人,就已带走所有的爱。</div>
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是否还敢期待?</div>
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爱所带来的伤害,</div>
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已让害怕取代了期待。</div>
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狂欢来逃避现在,</div>
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心中在为谁打开?</div>
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能不能消失于现在?</div>
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还是未来注定不敢再去爱。</div>
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HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-40444715602385170272012-12-29T10:29:00.002-08:002012-12-29T10:29:24.215-08:00Urge to get marriedJust attended a wedding dinner,<br />
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pictures flashing in and out of the mind.<br />
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In a sudden, the urge to get married with someone that you love is so strong.<br />
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But I can't even find anyone to put my love on. How pathetic?<br />
<br />
Always wanted to have someone by my side to walk on with me on my downhill and uphill road.<br />
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Always wanted to have someone that worth me fighting for her.<br />
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Always wanted to have someone to love.<br />
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Sometimes, always are not always.HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-78343045336530243082012-12-17T23:12:00.002-08:002012-12-17T23:12:39.966-08:00无稽的心痛你知道吗?<br />
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看着你逞强着的坚强是一种很痛的感受。<br />
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累了可以歇一歇,<br />
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无需一直戴着微笑的面具。<br />
<br />
那感受,我尝过。<br />
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不要一再的勉强自己勇敢了。<br />
<br />
你已经很勇敢,很坚强了。<br />
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看着你这样,心还真痛。<br />
<br />
不懂的是在心痛着你,还是心痛着自己。<br />
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这就是感情丰富的人吗?<br />
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无稽之极啊。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-19772381203735954632012-12-08T21:46:00.000-08:002012-12-08T21:46:15.167-08:00冲动想找你的冲动竟如此的浓烈。<br />
<br />
昨晚,YiKay 哭了。<br />
<br />
看着他哭泣的背影,<br />
<br />
仿佛看着镜中的自己。<br />
<br />
自己也不懂为什么,<br />
<br />
就是很想你了。<br />
<br />
想着想着,泪也跟着流了。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-46323749197383426372012-12-07T22:54:00.002-08:002012-12-07T22:54:58.563-08:00好想。。。好想,好想和你聊聊天。<br />
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好想再一次拥着你。<br />
<br />
好想痛哭一遍。<br />
<br />
好想好想抱着你痛哭最后一遍。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-26679683724334213812012-12-06T08:42:00.002-08:002012-12-06T08:42:20.219-08:00你讓我回到一個人<span style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你讓我回到一個人 沒有你的另一個人</span><br style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">原來我有一部份 陷入你靈魂之深</span><br style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你讓我回到一個人 我怎能再愛得完整</span><br style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="background-color: #ebebeb; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">沒有你分我體溫 風一吹特別冷 心更疼</span><br />HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-5070543733785573752012-12-05T22:24:00.002-08:002012-12-05T22:24:47.642-08:006/12/2012 删除的回忆终于下定决心把牵扯着你我的线剪断。<br />
<br />
一张张照片,反映着你我以往的故事。<br />
<br />
脆弱的眼泪又不争气的掉落。<br />
<br />
好痛,好痛。。。<br />
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言语所不能形容的痛。<br />
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希望一切都是值得的。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-29954357567514496312012-12-05T12:14:00.002-08:002012-12-05T12:14:47.602-08:00吸烟。竟然为了一段感情而吸烟。<br />
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我究竟是怎么了?HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-5343623701764959282012-12-05T10:30:00.004-08:002012-12-05T10:30:52.871-08:006/12/2012忧郁症发作之际,有你们的相伴。<br />
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感谢。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-30338469876563997762012-12-02T08:39:00.000-08:002012-12-02T08:39:02.943-08:00无奈的懦弱 3/12/2012分手了三个月,<br />
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对你,<br />
<br />
已分不清那感觉。<br />
<br />
或许是对自己的一种欺骗,<br />
<br />
把你放在敌对的那边。<br />
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感谢你让我对自己更加了解,<br />
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却令我迷失在自己的空间。<br />
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我已分不清,<br />
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爱你,还是爱着爱你的感觉。<br />
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或许懦弱是最后的自我陶醉,<br />
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至少我还有权利去思念。<br />
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感谢你一再的把我的心搞得支离破碎,<br />
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让我了解自己是如此的愚味。<br />
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无奈的懦弱让我再一次的陶醉,<br />
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陶醉在于你我曾经的时间。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-21096623105417129512012-09-08T08:32:00.001-07:002012-09-08T08:32:56.897-07:008/9/2012正式分手<br />
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你依然安然入睡,<br />
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你依然笑脸依旧,<br />
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我的心真的受伤了。<br />
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我以为我至少值的你的一些不舍,难过,泪水。<br />
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一切的天真,真的好痛。。好痛。。。HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-13458959892402107242012-09-06T10:24:00.001-07:002012-09-06T10:24:29.538-07:007/9/2012感到彼此的感情已接近尾声。<br />
<br />
我不再是你心中的他。<br />
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或许,一直以来都是我在自欺欺人。<br />
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或许,一直以来都是个过脚石。<br />
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为何要选在这个时候呢?<br />
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<br />HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-22655539165206501452012-05-09T00:50:00.000-07:002012-05-09T00:50:18.521-07:009/5/2012一股久违的心悸唤起了写部落格的冲动,<br />
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几乎一年没有更新了,或许幸福真的是灵感的杀手吧。。<br />
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这一年来,过得还不错。。<br />
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思维上也改进了不少,<br />
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还是那句话, 感谢一路陪我走来的各位。。<br />
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这一年,几乎所有时间都花费在上课,打机。。<br />
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好多朋友都因此搁下了,<br />
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在此说句,对不起。。<br />
<br />
今天花了不少时间游荡游荡朋友们的部落格。。<br />
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感触还蛮多的。。<br />
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亲爱的朋友们,<br />
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我们一起加油吧!!!<br />
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还记得曾经说过的,“我所追不到的梦就由你替我圆吧。。”HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-51617006007322210032011-08-09T09:33:00.000-07:002011-08-09T09:35:22.239-07:0010/8/2011Been spending the whole day on classes, assignment and preparation on tmr math exam. Well..its a last min study again. Thanks dear and woon kee for the teaching...
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<br />It suck when I can't do math. Nvr been a problem and yet always a problem now.
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<br />Time to bulk up!!!HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-76324357572908264382011-08-08T08:18:00.000-07:002011-08-08T08:27:37.287-07:008/8/11Had been spending much time over exams and assignment these days.
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<br />1 of those things that I wouldn't do in the previous days.
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<br />Well, few things that I wanna update in this post:
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<br />1) I got a girlfriend. In the date of 10/7/2011, she finally decided to accept me. =)
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<br />2) Result ain't doing so well. 3.8 cgpa might be a tough achievement.
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<br />3) Friends going oversea. Alan had made his move to Aus last month and Janson gonna go U.K on Sep with Cheau Ying as well.. Vince and Alric gonna go oversea on next Jan. I guess I will be kinda lonely in the coming year.
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<br />4) Jason Tan Chia Ming gonna come back on this Oct. ( Thats what he said) Would b a great time to spend on the Oct onward but Janson is gone that time. Well...really had been a while since the last time we 3 hang out and crash in each other houses...old days...
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<br />In conclusion, Im still doing pretty well these days. =) Cheers fellow friends! HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-7548697522986961252011-08-06T19:13:00.000-07:002011-08-06T19:24:43.308-07:008/7/2011Alright, I am gonna blog back as the purpose of dairy again.<br /><br />Well, yesterday was Alric's Birthday, went to Esther's house (Alric's Gf) to give him a surprise party.<br /><br />Brought dear along...she was kinda shy thought..<br /><br />Lots of friends around...hanging out, chit chat around...<div><br /></div><div>Predicted something to happened. (will see it would happen or how)<br /><br /> </div>HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-88127323442696100052011-06-03T10:15:00.000-07:002011-06-03T10:16:39.129-07:00Take care friend.Alright...I tried my best to care about u but u juz aint telling me anythings...<div><br /></div><div>Juz hope that u are fine.<br /><br />Take care friend. =)</div>HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-25067470796603685172011-05-28T22:48:00.000-07:002011-05-28T23:21:24.364-07:00陌路知己昔日的你,昔日的我。<div><br /></div><div>我视你为我心中那最重要的人。</div><div><br /></div><div>The caring and love that I wanted to gave had already reach the maximum of its limits.<br /><br />Do u remember how often we chat with each other?</div><div><br /></div><div>I really thought that u are the best hearted girl I ever seen in my life. Which make me treat u diff from how I treat the others.</div><div><br /></div><div>Time pass, things changed, people changed.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am not the one that u will find when u're down anymore. Beside, each time I asked how have u been doing, the answer are always ok. I guess Im just not the one then.</div><div><br /></div><div>While the time I need someone to stand beside me and hold me still. U were never there anymore. Somehow, sharing and asking u opinion had caused us into big argument as well.</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, I dont think u still care about me also. Just, 以往的我的确将你当成最好的知己。如今的你已不是以往那我认识的知己了。不再是那为你开心而开心,为你悲伤而难过得白痴。</div><div><br /></div><div>我也该是时候像你般,自我保护了。你依旧是我的朋友,但不再是我的知己了。</div><div><br /></div><div>珍重,朋友。</div>HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7747389621528339752.post-59568888702540426802011-05-21T15:50:00.000-07:002011-05-21T16:15:02.870-07:00微微,你又出现于我的梦境之中了。<div><br /></div><div>于梦中,我们重遇了。</div><div><br /></div><div>你如往常般的文静,甜美的笑容依旧能让人感到温馨。<br /><br />那既熟悉又陌生的你还是让我感到不适。</div><div><br /></div><div>你是第一个对我关爱有加的女生,在众多师长对我恶言以对之时也唯有你在我身边默默地支持与鼓励。<br /><br />感谢你让我体会到当时的爱也抱歉一次又一次地让你失望。</div><div><br /></div><div>是你教会一个年少轻狂的小子如何去爱。</div><div><br /></div><div>真的好想回到过去,在众多人前深深地拥抱着你。</div><div><br /></div><div>你过得。。还好吗?</div>HonWaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14659092762271174019noreply@blogger.com0