久违了。。

久违了这熟悉的感觉。。。

那股一阵阵的抽痛。。。

那熟悉的痛楚。。。

我们又相会了。。。

优游寡断的我就是这样。。。

好想就此消失在空气中。。。

我真的还能支撑住吗？

悄悄的我走了 

正如我悄悄的来 

我挥一挥衣袖 

不带走一片云彩

如此的潇洒。。。

如此的洒脱。。。

久违了。。这样复杂的触感。。。

久违了。。

REJECTED

UR REQUEST HAD BEEN REJECTED.

Seeing Kelvin's blog can really turn my mood into emo. I dun know why...maybe is because the way that he see love is much alike as the way that i see? 

Bro...take care...

What friends should do...

Halau u out from their house.

FFK u billion times.

Always let u wait coz they are always late.

Go hang out without u.

Go movie without u.

无事不登三宝殿, 有事才找你。

U find them come out, they dun wanna come out, u dun find them come out, they dun find u come out...

Got any problems, u support them... U got any problem.. who else is there?

U need to come out even if u are in the middle of 5v5 match when they call, when u rush out, there is no one there.

U dun see them, they are fine. They dun c u, u are dead.

They need ur pendrive, u lend them. U need back ur pendrive, they throw u back or should i call it SLAM it back?

SPECIAL THANKS: I lost my pendrive now...really thank you so much...

U cant angry, coz only they can.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS..!!!

=)

Am I being too emotional these days or what? I think I really need to control back my anger...

烦！

烦！！

烦！！！

烦！！！！


烦！！！！！


烦！！！！！！

Failed...

This time I had failed..

Failed to keep the promise..

Is hard for me to figure out..

Whats the right or the wrong path to go on with...

I am lost..

with myself...

Should I?

Or Shouldn't I?

Tears rolling, heart beating, I am still alive...

different between I love u and 我爱你..

I love u mainly used in western country, people use I love u to any of their love one - Friends, family, lovers...Just to express out the love. Widely used...

我爱你 mainly used in eastern country, people use it to the one that they really mean to 爱... Really serious 爱... Normally a loyal person who really understand the words wouldn't have said 我爱你 to more than 10 person in their life...

Thats the different..I love u used frequently but 我爱你 used barely. 1 of the reason is because Asian are shy...wouldn't dare to express out the feeling to someone that they don't really trust or know....

I love u

I said I LOVE U

Not 我爱你...

notice the different...

ARRRGHHHH......

我受够了。。。

Sportdays!!! =D

nowadays barely really go and play any kind of sport...

So...i decided to have a little "exercise" on these 2 days...

went and hav a basketball game with frenz lastnight...

went jogging this early morning, go for another basketball game with another branch of frenz...

meet a new frenz in the court "chi wei". He said he seen me b4...~.~ I didn't know i still got my fame... xD hahahaha...."u look so familiar, played in blitzone 1 right??" I replied " Ya, G...haha.." OOWWHHHHH...!!! G...!!! Hahaha...=D hualala~~~


BACK IN DOTA NOW! =)

Confused...

GOD...!

I am really confused...

Really really confused this time...

Anyone know what am i talking about...?

I don't think so...

I...

AM...

CONFUSE...

Tired of thinking...

But...

Still need to think...

At least...

Must know the answer...

Somewhere...

Somehow...

Skills?

I do not know why...but seem like lots of my skills are dropping...

Jz had a dota 5v5 match,

It had been awhile since the last friendly match i had...

I lose...2 times....

I duno why...

Dota, Cs everything is dropping...

Used to be in the top...

But now...

How does it feel?

Bad?

Nah...let it be la...

珍惜？

在这几天里。。或在这星期里。。。

整天只是喝水，毫无米饭进肚。。。

这种滋味对于一个像我如此大吃的人来说。。简直就是人间地狱。

不禁开始怀念起之前开开心心吃东西的日子。。

常说人要懂的珍惜。。才不会后悔。。。

然而，我珍惜了。。但也后悔了。。。。

Real name → Goh Hon Wai
Nickname(s)→ G, HonHon, Honkie?, Ah Wai, Wai zai and etc...
Zodiac sign → Virgo.
Male or female → Male.
Elementary → SJK(C)FoonYew(2)
Middle School → Chong Hwa Independent High School.
High School → SMK Damansara Utama.
College School → The One Academy.
Hair color → Black dye into brown.
Long or short → Short?
Loud or Quiet → Loud
Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
Phone or Camera → Phone.
Health freak → Depend.
Drink or Smoke? → Drink.
Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes, of cause, but not now.
Eat or Drink → Both.
Piercings → None.
Tattoos → None.

FIRST:
First piercing →Takda lor...
First best friend → Err..my memory is not that good.
First award → award as in medal? Err..some martial art competition.
First crush → someone in my primary school. name? forgot.
First pet → Dog
First big vacation → Singapore? Counted big enough? Canada?
First big birthday → Hmmm...18!!! DUH~~ Thx for all the ppl that give me my phone! =D LOVE U GUYS! =D


CURRENTLY:
Eating → Cant eat anything.
Drinking → Water.
I'm about to → Go to clinic.
Listening to → Nothing.
Plans for today → See my dentist.
Waiting for → Money to drop down from the sky.


FUTURE:
Want kids?→ Depends
Want to get married? → Depends.
Careers in mind → DUHH~~?? Digital Animator la?


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
Lips or eyes → Eyes?
Shorter or taller? → Short la..I so tall meh?
Romantic or spontaneous → Romantaneous/Sponmantic073.
Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
Sensitive or loud→ Dunno
Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant → Dunno.


HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts → No, I don't wear one. Yet.
Ran away from home → Ya.
Held a gun/knife for self defense → No.
Killed somebody → No. Duh? If I killed somebody I am still gonna be here and blog all this nonsense?
Broken someone's heart → Ya.
Been arrested → No =________=
Cried when someone died → A little.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Depends..Not really.
Miracles → Not too much.
Love at first sight → Nope. Not at all.
Heaven → Nope.
Santa Claus → Nope.
Tooth Fairy→ Nope.
Kiss on the first date→ Hmm...depend?


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. I suppose?
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Ermm..Not really. Happy with my friends not my life.
Do you believe in God → Not really.
Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. I am not stupid. =________= I will tag whoever wanna play this. =D Hav Fun.

FUCKING PISSED OFF

FUCKING PISSED OFF...THIS IS THE FUCKING PISSED OFF DAY OF MY LIFE...WAT DA FUCK?!?!!? Do what shit also cannot make it 1...FUCK THIS LA..

10 ulcers in the mouth...
Cant eat any SHIT!
Whole day juz stay in the fucking house...
Wanted to go out, no one is available..
Wanna play games, Cs hang kei, O2jam Dc..
Wanna read comic, Website link broken..

WAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

random day. 04/03/2009

a day that im suppose to go sunway for some reason.

reason 1: Go watch Elaine's drama class final presentation. *since she is the only one who invited me*

reason 2: Watch Benjamin Button


Went there around 12pm, that the final presentation had ad over and i didn't know it. Then movie canceled liao, coz ada org busy sangat.

Then...wats the point that I come sunway??? I also duno....LOLx...

Kar Leong teman me till 1pm then he got class ad...then my own self go walk here walk there in pyramid. Then I msg ru, ask her wanna catch a movie with me anot. Then she replied c how 1st..still got class. Then I wait wait wait...ok la 9成9 wont go ad 1 la..

So...I look at the iceskate ring..."WOOOOI..so empty wor..." DaDahhhh....!!! Skate alone lor..nothing 1 ma...xD Master cross leg ad this time...finally...after so long...wakakakaka...! And then while I'm skating, kena lansi by 1 pro... bang me ad then ask me wanna follow the move anot? =.= I know u PRO laaa.. dun need to kacau all the noob 1 right? KNS...! Rejected his "request". Skate for 2 hours plus plus only...PK 1 time. T_____T


Then at night, Vincent ask for yum cha. Sound ok to me, since I only can yum cannot eat now. And the place to yum cha is....Mc D. =_______________= so random...Go and fetch Sau Hwa and head to center point Mc D. After awhile Vincent, Janson, Alric, Woon Kee had finally arrived. Chit-chat awhile...some accident happened. After the yum cha section, went to blitzone. Janson wanna go home so vincent send him back.

Reached blitzone, saw the ice skate ppl inside there also. =_________= OMG betul...so ngam 1...LOLx... Then dota dota dota cs cs cs then the end of the story. Thx for reading..=)

Interesting day...

As the plan go on, we succeed our plan this time. A road trip. =) Few weeks ago, Ting and Ru decided to have a trip back to Ru's hometown - Rasa( somewhere near Rawang )to taste the wan tan mee there. So, Ru, Ting, Yan , Janson and me are included in the trip this time. Wake up at around 7.30am and get myself prepare, few mins later ting's car reached outside of my gate ad. And here goes the ROAD TRIP! Let the pictures tell now....=)


DUM DUM DUM DUM~~~ Here goes the driver...! TING TING TING TING~~~ =D




Yan and Ting duno doing wat...~.~




The super camhore.. 黄薇如小姐...!!!




童年的回忆 - 冰棒。。。！ Me and Janson




Me and Ru...=)




The waterfall!!! =D after a long long climb up and down the mountain... Is worth it..




And there goes the road trip..went back home and get myself ready for the dentist appointment. Ya..dentist!!! I am gonna pull out my teeth, 2 of it! and get my teeth with braces..HOLYMOLYMAMACOW...!!! You wouldn't know how suffering is it. I had lost my 人生唯一乐趣...I can't even eat!!! Arrghhh.... after putting up the braces went straight away to Mentari to find Kar Leong.. IS CIEL B'DAY!!! Ho Ho..! Happy Birthday Ciel..!! 生日快乐， 国勇。。！！！ =D

Few pics that taken after the movie - 性福万岁


Snap 1 - Kar Leong, Me, Ciel-the b'day boy, Mei Linn, Zhi Ling




Snap 2 - same ppl with same position inside sunway's lift.



Headed to Ming Tien due to the request of Mai Lan 小姐..


A group picture that without the cameraman - Miss Chan! =D
p/s: thx for taking the pic for us mei linn~~~ =)