valentine?

Yea..is this time again..元宵节...people that used to celebrate with their loved one..

And me..same as usual..single..I cant even have someone to lay my love on in these days..dun dare to put my trust of love to anyone...and the one that I dare put on my trust are the people that I cant love...how pathetic...

Feelings have become more and more complicated, where should I put my love into? People said..when the time is right then u will know what to do..but I dun even dare to put the love into anyone..trying my best to pull myself out from falling into love..is this a right choice? I don't know...

世界上最近的距离，
不是心与心的共颤，
而是明明知道不可执汝之手，
却每每精心修饰，
等待着给予温暖的那刻。

然而，等待着给予温暖的那刻何时会到呢？心与心的共颤又否能维持到那个时候呢？Just like i have said..I cant give out my love without any expectation.. At least..I need the appreciation as the repay...

People around me started to "concern" about my love..question that keep coming in and out..I am sick of it..really sick of it..How don't I wish to have one of my perfect half if I can have one.."酱大了还没有拍拖？" 我样衰lor..可以没有？

我越来越乱了。。好怀念以往有你在的日子。。。至少我可以全心全意的爱着一个人。。。

多么的可悲。。。