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Nowadays cant really control my emotional anymore....sickness become worse and worse...duno how long can i stand it....the feeling of death is so real again....


Who am i? The sentence that keep repeating in my head....

I wish.....everything can just go back to what it was....

I wish.....i dun grow up..........

I wish......i dun hav a brain.......

Nothing will be coming on what i wished for.....this is what life is.....

I am just nothing......the feel of death is juz so strong...again.....no1 is beside me to support.....i am all alone again.......things that on the surface is juz so unreal.....everythings are lies....what should i believe on....? Who should i believe on?