How I wish I could continue with my dream...

I am not the one who want to give up my dream..

我不是个半途而废的人。。。

看着在旁的朋友逐渐展翅高飞。。

而自己却只能将那梦想中的翅膀收起。。。

凝望着天空，看着别人傲翔。。

这种滋味有谁能懂？

面对人们的责问只能淡然一笑。。。

这一笑的背后的辛酸有谁会懂？

我累了。。

这一路走来到底为了什么？

辛辛苦苦的坚持着又为了什么？

冷血？

最痛的痛不是眼泪一滴一滴的掉下来。。。

而是心中明明在滴血可是脸上还是带着浅浅的一笑。。。

我的心已不再滴血。。。

然而。。

却没有任何人肯为我清洗那流满鲜血的心。。。

我已习惯。。

习惯呼吸着这充满鲜血的味道。。。

但。。

我还在渴望。。。

渴望着谁的出现？

Announcement!

Goh Hon Wai 

19 years old

Male

Malaysian

is DEAD!

A night with the GODs

Went and find Zhiling for the helps on my cali final assignment today..=) HeHe...thx zhi ling~~ =D Thought of finish up the illus file wan but then seem like looking at the references had already took up my whole day. =.= Headed back to my house around 6 and took some rest.

Go to circle at 10pm. Meet up Zhi Ling and started to do my sketch. Xiao Qing and Edmond showed up after awhile, finally get to meet up the legendary god. =.= realised that the 神中之神 also a lamer...=.= really kinda suprise, tot he will b a serious guy 1...xiao qing also the same both keep laming there...haha...nice to meet u all.=D

Go back home at around 1am something, really thx alot to all the GODs- Zhiling, XiaoQing, Edmond =) 

AND, I am now SICK! =) very dizzy arr....

03/04/08

Today headed to newway with Janson, Yeerick, Wei Ling, Esther, Shu Wen, Kah Yan, Minn and Po. Seriously very OMG...my voice cant really sing well ad...Haihz...i mean..memang cannot sing well 1 la..xD but then this time my voice keep on 爆音...=.= Sorry ah my frenz...xD hahaha...你们有耳福了。。=D 

Went and watch "confession of a shopaholic" with jan,yr, wl, esther, wen after the sing k section. The movie is not bad..kinda funny in some place...=) After the movie send everyone home except for shu wen..coz she too highclass ad..dun wanna sit on my car. =D

Go to blitzone at night with Janson, Yeerick, Alric, William and his frenz. Meet up some of my old cc frenz - Nyang, Hanson, Mohan, Fai..etc etc....really kinda long nvr c they all ad..=) After awhile, Marn Joon and Wei Chuan shown up...woohooo...freaking long nvr see them ad. Which compare to lasttime almost seeing them everyday 1... Haha...ppl change, things changed....=) Played till 3am something and go to janson house and sleep. =)

Conclusion....I WAN MY VOICE BACK!!!! Arggghhh....!!!

Sunway lagoon day.

Yesterday went out with the kongkam members to the sunway lagoon. Giv a call to Ryan around 11am something. He told me that he is still sleeping...=.= No choice but I hav to wake u up from ur sweet sweet dream...sry la...=) 

Reached his house around 11.45am then only i saw my phone- I really dun wanna go la, dun wanna go..dun need to fetch me.. -Ryan Fong. NAH..! Too bad, ur maid ad go up and wake u up. xD HAhaha....After few more mins, Ryan had prepared and we headed str8 to sunway.

Went and pick up Ciel on the way. Park my car at pyramid and 3 of us go and find Elaine. While we are walking in the parking area to the shopping area...DUM DUM!!! Something happened..my slipper ROSAK liao...=.= so I barefoot and hav my "spirit walk" in sunway pyramid... LOL...lucky nvr kena zap by the escalator. xP Brought myself a new pair of shoe and meet up elaine and zhi ling. All of us belum makan except for zhi ling, so we all decided to hav our lunch at McD.

And finally after the meal, TATA~ We are going to lagoon!!! =D

Okay, I am gonna let the pics tell..but...I dun hav the pics...xD So...wait till next time la =)