Sorry ru...

Suppose to blog this week ago,

Sorry ru...

Sorry for not putting my full trust on u...

Sorry for suspecting u lie to me...

Sorry for choosing the wrong person to put my trust on...

I know u wouldn't mind.. but in my heart...really....i feel bad...

How could i suspect u?

And once again, thx....ru.....for being by my side all along....

Love ya lots...

感觉

又是这种感觉。。

从内心最深处挖掘出的伤感。。

那足以令人痛哭一场的感伤。。

这一阵一阵的抽痛，仿佛正对着我说。。是时候放弃了。。。

我已厌倦了， 我也累了。。

想想。。其实近几年来自己真的改变了很多。。真的好多。。。

离别

不知不觉中已过了半年 ，在THE ONE ACADEMY 的生活真的很快，再多两个星期我们就要各奔东西了。虽然只是短短的六个月但在这么繁忙工作量的College里，彼此间的慰问与支持已变成了生活中不可或缺的东西了。

两个星期真的好快，我好讨厌这种感觉。。。这离别的感觉。。。其实在这班里找到几个不错的朋友。。。但是却要在两个星期后便和他们分离。。。真的好不舍得。。。但这便是人生。。。离离聚聚。。。

真希望能如你们所说的那般。。。我若能如你们说的一样幼稚那该有多好？那么就不会有这么多的忧愁了。。。

FED UP

I have ad fed up....

Fed up with everything...

How long it hav been since the last time i really smile from the bottom of my heart? 

How long hav it been since the last time i cried? 

Tear rolling on the eye, i hav used to be endure...this time, i release...

Love?

I barely see any in this world...

Life?

Everything is juz a illusion.. i had ad lose my point of living...

My life is meaningless...i dun even know what is the point of my life...i had fed up by giving my self hope... a person that dun even have anything to expect on....how sad it could be?

I am alone....all alone.... no one could understand my feelings....no one can giv me the answer of my question....I am....all alone.....

Heart bcome more and more pain while each day pass, putting up the mask...to cover my sorrow....I hav used to fake...i hav used to endure....this is my way of life...

人心难测

这是我第一次用华语来写部落格。 最近的心情有点反复无常， 在经历过一些事以后， 发现到人心真的好腐败。原已对人心不再有任何的期望, 看着那虚伪的表面. 我已感到了一股厌恶感. 

人就是那么的虚伪, 一切的承若都只是虚谈, 一切的言语只是谎言. 

何人值我信也, 何人该我信唉? 

我还该继续对着这腐败的人心抱有希望吗? 

Leaving of another friend...Yeerick...take care...

I hate this feeling...the feeling of leaving....but since thats life...we must hav face it......hope rick will find his enjoyable life over there.....is juz few months....should be fast......

3cm shorter

TODAY!!!!! I went and hav a meassure on my height...because nowadays i seem to be kinda short...and the result!!! DUM DUM DUM DUMMMM!!! 3 cm shorter compare to the last time....OMG weihh.....